Same routine every day. I was supposed to have my second chemotherapy tomorrow but my white blood cell count is lower each time they check. They will check again on Thursday. If lower they will inject me with something to increase the white cells. I should have chemotherapy on Monday. 

When I look at other patients, I feel lucky. My condition is much better. This helps keep me positive. 

I said goodbye to a patient yesterday and today as they were leaving to go home. My turn to go home is coming soon.